My name is Natasha Waterman, and I am not proud to be part of my worthless generation. I try to turn my back to the world, but I can't close my eyes. I love all plants and animals.
The feelings that hurt most, the emotions that sting most, are those that are absurd; the longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world’s existence. All these half-tones of the soul’s consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are.
Fernando Pessoa, The Book of Disquiet (via headandstomachached)
